I got a chance to do a Retreat of Silence. Even though I had no idea what that even was or what to expect, what I got was far more than I could have ever anticipated. Retreat of Silence is a way to get away from everyday life. To reconnect with yourself.
We all want to be happy. We all want to enjoy our time. But neither are goals to work towards, but rather an outcome of something else. And most of the time, that something else, is not easy. Enjoyment can be a reward from doing work, but happiness requires doing nothing and being everything.
I am depressed. I guess. What it means to be depressed, is that you are not in control of yourself. All you want, all you need, is someone to help. But no one can. Because no one can understand. Or, that’s what it feels like.
